Clinical and detached - she grasped hold of it, cloaked herself in it, she'd done it before every time she was hurt
(in the escape pod oh god oh god gary)
just a physical reality, far moved from her. It was all there, not unraveling but touchable, the call and response, like a Pavlovian dog but that's not it not all
Helen?
a solid core of love based on a series of commands, no rhyme or reason just a desire to make her hurt and it's bled into her memories, causing her to re-write them to make it fit because it had to fit.
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Date: 2009-10-04 02:47 am (UTC)(in the escape pod oh god oh god gary)
just a physical reality, far moved from her. It was all there, not unraveling but touchable, the call and response, like a Pavlovian dog but that's not it not all
a solid core of love based on a series of commands, no rhyme or reason just a desire to make her hurt and it's bled into her memories, causing her to re-write them to make it fit because it had to fit.